The End of Holiday is Coming!

Almost 1 month has passed now after my finals.. and another 1 more month to go for my next semester to start.. time is really flying and im definitely not ready for my next sem.. currently enjoying my holiday and i don't want it to pass fast!!! well, what have I been doing for my hols?? lets see.. nothing much actually.. mostly just working out in gym every morning.. playing football.. texting all day long.. sleeping ..eating.. just the normals.. kinda bored but its nicer then going to college everyday ... planning to go out, but currently low on budget.. sad case but christmas is coming near!!!!!! cant wait for it.. the day that I always cherish...!!! cant really wait and I'm really excited bout it.. the day where i can spend time with my family, GOD!!! , presents! , money!!! hahaha.. cant wait for it.. but after that, I have to prepare myself for the worse coming to me next year.. its gonna be a stressed up year but i think i can handle it.. having my exam pass, so it will give me a lil confidence for my coming subjects...i hope i'll be travelling with car next year, cant take the train these days alrd... its always delaying every single day.. if you miss one train, then probably you're gonna miss class.. haha.. seriously,i suggest not to take train in any how... i had a wonderful holiday till today.. nothing much happened but i enjoyed it.. could spend time with my family and my friends.. could hang out till late and sleep late.. no worries ahead.. no assignment ofcause!!!!! its been raining lately and as usual, i played football in the rain and got sick... haihz... but its normal so no worries bout it.. just enjoying life at the moment.. and dear blog, i will update you if i have anything in mind.. till then ~ Josh is signing out~

FireFlies!

You would not believe your eyes
If ten million fireflies
Lit up the world as i fell sleep

'Cause they'd fill fill the open air
And leaves teardrops everywhere
You'd think me rude
But i would just stand and stare

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that i'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems

'Cause I'd get a thousand hugs
From ten thousand lightning bugs
As they tried to teach me how to dance

A foxtrot above my head
A sock hop beneath my bed
A disco ball is just hanging by a thread

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I'd rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When i fall asleep

Leave my door open just a crack
(please take me away from here)
'Cause I feel like such an insomniac
(please take me away from here)
Why do i tire of counting sheep
(please take me away from here)
When I'm far too tired too fall asleep

To ten millions fireflies
I'm weird 'cause i hate goodbyes
I got misty eyes as they said farwell

But I'll know where several are
If my dreams get real bizarre
'Cause i saved a few and I keep them in a jar

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that i rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that i rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
When I fall asleep

I'd like to make myself believe
That planet Earth turns slowly
It's hard to say that I rather stay
Awake when I'm asleep
'Cause everything is never as it seems
Because my dreams are bursting at the seams!

~Owl City - Fireflies ~

Living in A Love Story!

There was this boy who seems to solve other people's problem to get in love but he never did find his own love life... He never believed that he would find a perfect girl for him.. but he does believe in the definition of love.. One fine day, it was just another normal day for him.. as usual he goes online in msn mesenger everyday finding people to interact with.. so that fine day, a friend of his which is a girl came online while he was online.. they were talking to each another like they use too.. suddenly the girl told him that she wanted to introduce her cousin to him.. he said sure thing.. so,she brought in her cousin who is also a girl to the conversation.. they were chatting for awhile and then she said she got to go.. she had tuition on that day.. so she left her cousin and him to know each another better..
As time passes for the day,they were chatting the whole time and seem to have a lot in common for some certain stuff.. they get along well and from that day onwards that guy always wishes to chat with her when he's online.. so there's this one day both of them were online at the same time.. they were chatting and chatting.. later on, the guy asked for her number even knowing that she has a boyfriend already.. he had no intention of doing anything more then just friends.. and from that statement he gave, she agreed to give her number to him.. On that very day itself, he text her at night.. saying "do you remember me?"... she then replied "of cause".. since that day onwards they are always texting each another every single night.. both of them will always text each another right after school.. this girl, she always have problems with her boyfriend.. her boyfriend was not giving enough attention to her and always lie on her.. she couldn't stop crying every night knowing that their relationship is not going well.. so then, this guy was the only one that was there to calm her down and try to make her day.. every problems she had, she will let it all out on that guy.. He is always there to be with her...One day, she felt that she's falling for him.. she was weird in school and doesn't talk much like she use too.. so she kept asking herself whether is she falling for him.. It was very obvious that she likes him ..and that guy,he seem to ask himself the same thing.. cause every single day her name was in his mind.. every single moment he thinks of her.. but he always loss hope on her cause she already has a boyfriend.. but nothing stop them from texting each another every night.. One day, she couldn't take the lies and the problems that she and her boyfriend always have.. she finally made a decision for a break up.. He was normal to accept the decision but she kept crying that whole night.. she told that guy who she always text at night, that she and her boyfriend already broke up.. he got a shock and felt really sorry for her .. even though he thinks that he has an opportunity to get her, he still feels more sorry for her.. from that day, he just kept texting her and never think of getting her cause he didn't wanna take the advantage of their broke up... Days have gone by after that, one day...one fine evening, the friend of his came online again.. her cousin.. they were chatting as usual.. but then suddenly she ask that guy whether he likes her cousin or not.. he was in a shock and didn't know what to say.. she told him, don't worry.. she wont tell anything to her cousin.. after awhile, that guy replied.. yes,he likes her very much..then she asked why he never made his move for her cousin.. he said that he didn't wanted to take advantage of her cousins break up with her boyfriend.. so then she told him, that her cousin likes him too.. he was in a blur situation and practically speechless.. they were chatting the whole evening and then she had to go already.. so this guy was thinking about her cousin all the time.. she was in he's mind every single moment.. he didn't know how to confess to her that he likes her.. so that night, she texted him.. that she likes him too.. he was like how did she know.. then she said that her cousin told her everything about the conversation.. he as usual, blur and speechless.. she asked him to be her boyfriend but then he was not ready.. cause that decision is too soon for him to decide.. he asked her to give him one more day to think about it.. the next morning, he went to his close friends house to tell him about this situation.. his friend told him to go ahead if you like her.. don't loss the opportunity in life.. so he had the whole day thinking of the relationship.. and the night came by, the guy and girl as usual... texting each another but it was not like them self.. they were shy and speechless.. so then, that guy finally says that he agreed to have a relationship with her.. she was so happy and she couldn't express her feelings.. and so does he.. they were both really happy that they finally have each another as a couple.. from that day onwards till today,they are still together.. even all the rocky situation.. all the fights.. they are both still together cause of the love they have for each another.. nothing can keep them apart.. their relationship is now on a 1 year and 9th months.. going on 10.. since the day they coupled up till this very day,they are both falling for each another every single moment.. He always says that he is the luckiest guy on earth having her with him in he's life..they are both in love and it is lasting till the end of time....
~A Love Story~

Morning Smiles

i woke up this morning,checked my phone as usual.. and surprisingly 2 of my friends texted me and asking me whether i checked my exam results or not.. so i was like, getting nervous and all about.. so i straight went to on my comp and went to my college website.. i was nervous to tell you the truth.. when i opened the website to check my results, smiles started to cover my face and happiness intrudes my heart.. i passed both English and Fundamentals of Mathematics.. Last sem, i failed my maths and this is my retake subject.. after last sem, i finally realise that i cant take anything for granted and start to burn the midnight oil.. I was studying really hard from the start of this second sem.. i cant afford to fail another time and my mum is always there to support me.. so as my dad.. well,after all the hard work and all the studying, im glad i made through it.. I scored a B+ for English when i expect an A+.. it was dissapointed but yet im glad that i passed through it.. the main point of my exam was to pass my maths.. when i saw my maths results, i was like.. Joshua,you finaly passed the subject that you hated since the day you was born.. :) ..and so after that, i wanted to call my mum to tell her my results.. i accidently called Kavee and woke her up.. i felt so bad cause she slept really late last night.. i was apologizing to her and she said its okay.. but still im feeling bad for waking her up.. after calling her,i finally call the right person which is my mum.. when i told my mum that my results came out, my mum sound shocked.. and she was nervous too.. when i told her i passed, she was really happy and congrats me.. she is the one for me to thank partly.. she's always by my side eventhough i fail or pass.. thanks mum.. and the person who always have trust for me is also Ms.Kaveena Dewy Magesperan.. Kavee is a girl that always supports me all the way and pushed me to study when im not.. I Thank her so much for partly making this work for me.. thanks dear.. :) :) ..well, im off to gym now.. will update this blog soon :) :) ~out~ JosH

My 1st day blogging!

well, i dont know how to start off..hmm.. well, this is my 1st time blogging.. thanks to a lovely girl name Kaveena Dewy Magesperan! Thanks sweetheart! hmm.. my name is Joshua Lee Francis.. im a chindian actually.. dont know anything about blogging..so dont mind if im a lil out on this.. im gonna start off with the story of my life.. my life is simple if you know it from the start.. im just living what god made this life to be.. i appreciate alot of things in life.. especially the people in it.. my friends and family.. they always never fail to make me smile.. so i do appreciate them more then anything.. and im pretty simple to most thing in life.. i dont mind who i make friends with.. as long as they love me for who i am and i love them for who they are.. im friendly i guess.. hated by many and loved by many too ... i dont really care cause everyone has their own point of view of other people.. all i care is the person i love.. i thank god for the people i know and the people that im bound to know...i love writing poems cause its one thing that i can really let my feelings out in just a piece of paper.. i have a bad temper but i can be a real loving person.. soft hearted but hard minded.. a very open minded person.. im always there if you need me.. well, not always but i'll try my best to.. a music freak i guess.. i listen to practically everything.. trance, oldies , modern songs , rock , pop.. anything that suits the rhythm... i have a simple life and im more then just happy bout it.. right now,im just listening to musics and writing these words in this very new blog of mine.. its one way that makes me smile too.. i think thats all for today.. i guess so.. but soon to be updated on more.. just hope i have the time and the words to it.. :) :)